Thursday, October 21, 2004

Reflections While Being Sick for 2 Days...

Everything happened so fast. Emotions flared, tempers rose and fell, harsh words were cast and grievances were aired. All these transpired last tuesday night. I hate to name names so I'll keep this part short and sweet.

What happened last night was meant to happen. No matter how brutal things were. Well, I wouldn't call it brutal. I expected this to happen sooner or later. You just can't keep sensitive issues like these under the lid for so long. Eventually, these things will have to come out.

No one's being kicked out of the barkada. No one's leaving either. No one's at fault. We're all still friends. I just pray that it stays this way even if it's just for a while lang. A little peace and quiet never hurt anyone right?

I believe that what happened will help make the Katipuneros become a stronger group. Remember, only the best steel is forged over and over and over again.

We need to cool off.

Anyways, as I was sick nga for the past few days, I was listening to a few songs in my PC. I actually hate listening to these songs hehe coz they make me think too much about past issues in my life. Well anyway, here are the lyrics.

My One and Only Love by Sting

The very thought of you makes
My heart sing
Like an April breeze
On the wings of spring
And you appear in all your splendour
My one and only love

The shadows fall
And spread their mystic charms
In the hush of night
While you're in my arms
I feel your lips so warm and tender
My one and only love

The touch of your hand is like heaven
A heaven that I've never known
The blush on your cheek
Whenever I speak
Tells me that you are my own

You fill my eager heart with
Such desire
Every kiss you give
Sets my soul on fire
I give myself in sweet surrender
My one and only love

The blush on your cheek
Whenever I speak
Tells me that you are my own
You fill my eager heart with
Such desire
Every kiss you give
Sets my soul on fire
I give myself in sweet surrender
My one and only love

It's a very ermmm hehe romantic song. :)I love the lyrics and the way Sting played it. Maybe one day, I'll get to play this song for haha *no one* I'm not mentioning anyone.

Somehow, I like the feeling of floating and "drifting". I'm somehow enjoying it. Liking or loving someone now isn't as appealing as it was before. Perhaps I'm being jaded? Or maybe being cynical? Or maybe I'm just too damn scared. Am i just traumatized from last time...?

At least I can say that I don't have to be jealous of everyone else. Or am i just denying that fact? Gahh...Whatever. Being like this though has its ups and downs. Well, I'm glad that my circle of friends in the barkada's there. With them, I forget my problems.

Everything feels so right when we're all together. I don't know why.
I have a lot of questions to ponder on but I guess they can wait til next time.

I pray our Boracay trip pushes through :D Til next time.

4 Comments:

Blogger Issa said...

get well soon

1:10 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

you're siiiiiiick? awww... poor tito ez! hahahahah. am I a katipunero? hmm.. I heard about that. hay naku. will it ever really be the same? -guess who

12:38 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

ez!!! what happenedwhathappenedwhathappened/1/?!!?!?! -yenii

3:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey ez!! :) its gisa. do you still remember me? lol anyway hows it going for you and *ahem*?? hehe! just kidding. I clicked your link from mios. hope everything's going well for you tc!

8:02 PM  

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