Friday, December 31, 2004

Crushed...

The world hates losers. Everyone loves a winner. I hate this cliché.

I’ve been getting depressed lately. I’ve been thinking too much once again. How is it possible for a guy to like two girls? It’s crazy. How can he even fucking choose? He can’t like one of them even though he’s had this huge crush on the girl since it’d rock other relationships with his close circle of friends. He can’t seem to see if the other girl he likes likes him back. It’s so annoying.

I give up on this world. Perhaps in the next lifetime things will be different. No more “plastic” friends, now more heartaches… As of now, I officially don’t like anyone. This life sucks. Being 18 is the worst thing that can ever happen to you! I thought this year would end with a bang but no. God loves to disappoint me!!!

I HATE ALL OF YOU!!! I WISH YOU’D ALL DROP DEAD!!! PUT@NGIN@!!!

Was it something that I said to you that didn’t turn out right? Was it something that I did? Gave up the vibe… Try to listen to yourself, and then you’ll see my side. Now tell me it ain’t ‘bout the fucking pride. I say we fade away…

Why can’t we look each other eye to eye? Complacency already passed by. The good and bad times we’ve been through. Why can’t we drop this shit and start the day anew? I say we fade away…

Time and again, we stood together side by side…I remember the time you saved me when I dropped from high. But why do we tear each other limb from limb? But then again, you’re totally out of my sight. Was it something that I said that didn’t turn out right or maybe something that I did? Gave up the vibe…I fade away…-Kapatid’s Fade Away

3 Comments:

Blogger Issa said...

nothing i say will make a difference. but i'll say it anyway.

it is possible for guys to like two girls much the same way as girls can like two guys.
don't try to choose. fate will choose for you.

you can't give up on the world. because there's always hope. you won't let yourself give up.
you've only been 18 for less than a month. give it a chance. you have 11 months more to have a kickass time.

hate is too strong a word for a lot of things.
you wish we all dropped dead? what if we did...

luv ya eaze.

3:39 PM  
Blogger SB said...

What if we really did drop dead? Tsk.

Yep, it's highly possible and I'm sure it happens often that a guy likes two girls at the same time. But man, there's no need to choose. It's not like you're obligated to do anything.

You don't like anyone? No fun.

Give your 11 months a chance. More fun for you, you're legal. LEGAL.

Take care.

10:55 PM  
Blogger E.Z. said...

hey issa, sabs, mio, ej! Thanks, I guess i was being too ehehe paranoid. I get attacks like that every once in a while.

To Issa: I sure hope fate will choose for me. I'll let him do the deciding. :)

To Mio: Hahaha, yeah we have to drink again soon! Happy New year! Maybe you do, maybe you don't :P

To E.J.: A fresh clean slate for you and me. happy new year man.

To Sabs: You're right. You and issa almost think alike. It's kind of freaky hahaha thanks fer watching out for me.

For everyone: I didn't want YOU, MY Friends, DEAD. Hahaha just all of the other assholes this world and i could do without. Thanks for everything my katipuneros. You guys are one of my few joys in life. :P

12:20 AM  

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