Am I Chasing Ashes?
You know... I just realized... I owe you an apology. Wait, I don't. Or do I? Ahh whatever... I just want to say that what I have now is enough for me.
...
There’s just so much sky out there…
I guess I wished on a star that's just too damn far and too damn bright... and too damn beautiful.
You know... I'm willing to give you everything and anything just to keep you happy... I’d give up so much for you. And if this is how it's going to be then so be it. I'm happy with the way it is now. Maybe I need to see the deeper meaning in all of this... I think I have...
I'll just be here. I'll always be here... for you. I'd rather be part of your life then not be in it at all.
I guess being jealous and envious got the better of me.
I can't be selfish.
I was being so unrealistic about all of this. How can I deprive you of everyone else’s attention and love? I’m not the only one in this world who adores you. That much I know.
You see it's like this... when I was going through rough times and my life seemed bleak and nothing short of a horror story, you showed up. In fact, I didn’t take note of you at first. You slipped my grasp. How could I not notice someone as radiant and as wonderful as you from the start?
Well, that’s over now. I can’t change the past. I’m thankful for everything that you’ve given me. I look forward to making more memories with you. I just love everything about you. By now, I think you know that.
*note to self (Never assume. Assumptions can kill you.)
Words fail me tonight…
Maybe one day I could write all of this in a better way. I could choose the right words carefully and come up with something that actually is significant. Well, I’m sure this counts since all of what I’m typing comes from deep within.
I could never be more honest with anyone else you know. It has always been about you…
You bring out the best in me. You rock.
Back to life! Back to normal! Back to being the way it was and the way it should be. Eaze signing off…
...
There’s just so much sky out there…
I guess I wished on a star that's just too damn far and too damn bright... and too damn beautiful.
You know... I'm willing to give you everything and anything just to keep you happy... I’d give up so much for you. And if this is how it's going to be then so be it. I'm happy with the way it is now. Maybe I need to see the deeper meaning in all of this... I think I have...
I'll just be here. I'll always be here... for you. I'd rather be part of your life then not be in it at all.
I guess being jealous and envious got the better of me.
I can't be selfish.
I was being so unrealistic about all of this. How can I deprive you of everyone else’s attention and love? I’m not the only one in this world who adores you. That much I know.
You see it's like this... when I was going through rough times and my life seemed bleak and nothing short of a horror story, you showed up. In fact, I didn’t take note of you at first. You slipped my grasp. How could I not notice someone as radiant and as wonderful as you from the start?
Well, that’s over now. I can’t change the past. I’m thankful for everything that you’ve given me. I look forward to making more memories with you. I just love everything about you. By now, I think you know that.
*note to self (Never assume. Assumptions can kill you.)
Words fail me tonight…
Maybe one day I could write all of this in a better way. I could choose the right words carefully and come up with something that actually is significant. Well, I’m sure this counts since all of what I’m typing comes from deep within.
I could never be more honest with anyone else you know. It has always been about you…
You bring out the best in me. You rock.
Back to life! Back to normal! Back to being the way it was and the way it should be. Eaze signing off…
posted by E.Z. at 4:10 PM
3 Comments:
..that's true dude, assumptions can kill you. if you look at it in another light though, maybe God's preparing someone even better for you.
as learned in geometry.. never assume.
Hey, Ez, I like the title of your blog. It's beautiful. But I also like what "anonymous" said. That's so true. There's no one like the one you're going to marry. You spend your life preparing yourself for her. Now that I'm getting married, I can put my previous relationships in this perspective. BTW, on posting your picture. Just type in the address of the picture you want in the blank on your profile picture on the blogger dashboard(it has to be a web-hosted pic).
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