I Wish You'd Drop DEAD!!!

You know who you are!! I'm getting pretty amazed at how much you can piss me off... I've had it up to here na. Seriously... I mean, PUT@ANGIN@ pare!!!!! Don't you have any respect whatsoever??? Grabe ka na ah... Oh sure E.Z. there are more girls better looking than her out there. F*ck off man. I'd have socked you a long time ago if we weren't "friends" before..You smug son-of-a-bitch... Tapos you expect me to want to talk to you??? Holy mother of God MaN!!! Like F*ckin-A???!!!! Where'd your common sense wander off to? Perhaps you should've known the risks involved when you decided to go after her noh? Fine, you chose her over our so-called friendship. Too bad. We had a thin going na sana. Don't you dare think that I'll ever forgive you ever!! I wish you'd crawl back to the hole from where you came from. You friggin' loner. And don't you dare try to find sympathy from my real best friend. You know, Jaycee was right after all. I should've listened to him sooner. You're too busy oogling chicks and girls that you forget the other people around you. You're really a selfish bastard...You be thankful I'm not gonna get physical with you yet. I'll smash your face to a pulp the next time i see it even smirk at me. You watch out... Grabe... ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo...At least I know now who my real friends are...Too bad I have to bid farewell to the pathetic piece of human being i once called a friend. And oh yeah...No wonder SHE left you. It'd be a disaster if you two were "together" you naive little f*ck! I'd pity her. I mean to have such a pitiful piece of society's trash for her boyfriend. Dream on.. She f*cking deserves better... You better shape up you piece of sh*t! See you around... (hah! Like I'd like that...geezz..) You sicken me!

I have finally learned....

After 2 whole years of telling myself I still love her....I've finally come to my senses. It hurts knowing the person you've been longing for all this time is still in love with that "significant other"... It really bites man. but thankfully.. "I was brought to my senses. I was blind but now I can see. Every sign post in nature once said that you belonged to me." the song I've been listening to was right all along.. It's only in my dreams where i can be with you.  
 
Laging nawawala
Laging naghahanap sayo
Walang magagawa
Laging naghihintay sayo
 
Kulayan mo ngayon aking mundo
Bigyan liwanag at buhay
Hindi inaasahang sapitin ito
Langit sa gitna ng yakap mo
 
Sa panaginip lang
Tanging wala kang kapantay
Sa panaginip lang
Tanging walang kapantay
 
Walang katulad pa sarap ng ating pagsasama
Tanging ligaya ka
Laman ng isip ko sa tuwina...
 
Kulayan mo ngayon aking mundo
Bigyan liwanag at buhay
Hindi inaasahang sapitin ito
Langit sa gitna ng yakap mo...
 
Kapag nagdidilim
Naghihintay parin ako
Kahit na sa panaginip lang
Nananabik parin ang puso ko...
 
Why is life so cruel? Its so frustrating geeezzz...