Crushed...

The world hates losers. Everyone loves a winner. I hate this cliché.

I’ve been getting depressed lately. I’ve been thinking too much once again. How is it possible for a guy to like two girls? It’s crazy. How can he even fucking choose? He can’t like one of them even though he’s had this huge crush on the girl since it’d rock other relationships with his close circle of friends. He can’t seem to see if the other girl he likes likes him back. It’s so annoying.

I give up on this world. Perhaps in the next lifetime things will be different. No more “plastic” friends, now more heartaches… As of now, I officially don’t like anyone. This life sucks. Being 18 is the worst thing that can ever happen to you! I thought this year would end with a bang but no. God loves to disappoint me!!!

I HATE ALL OF YOU!!! I WISH YOU’D ALL DROP DEAD!!! PUT@NGIN@!!!

Was it something that I said to you that didn’t turn out right? Was it something that I did? Gave up the vibe… Try to listen to yourself, and then you’ll see my side. Now tell me it ain’t ‘bout the fucking pride. I say we fade away…

Why can’t we look each other eye to eye? Complacency already passed by. The good and bad times we’ve been through. Why can’t we drop this shit and start the day anew? I say we fade away…

Time and again, we stood together side by side…I remember the time you saved me when I dropped from high. But why do we tear each other limb from limb? But then again, you’re totally out of my sight. Was it something that I said that didn’t turn out right or maybe something that I did? Gave up the vibe…I fade away…-Kapatid’s Fade Away

I LOVE AC SAN LO :D

Man, playing in front of all those screaming chicks was a blast! Ego trip woohoo! The sensations pummeling my body while playing the bass for W.D.P.I.T.G.G. were utterly indescribable, as in whoa! Orgasmic! Playing up onstage with your closest friends is one of the most fantastic highs you'll ever get to experience in this life! I'd like to thank all those who supported our short yet successful gig! I am eternally grateful! (We are eternally grateful) for the support, both moral and immoral, that everyone gave hahaha. :P I'd love to thank AC's SLC team and Ateneo's (elite) C.A.T./C.O.L.T./N.C.O.C.C./C.O.C.C./H.ONORGUARDs/A.P. security team for giving me the time of my life during the AC fair. Kudos to all of you! Raaaawr Pare!!!

'til the next WOW DUDE PARE IT'S THE GOOD GUYS gig! :P Hopefully this December 17, 2004 in C.T.K. for Y.F.C. Ciao!!! Birthday ko nahhh!!! Wheeee... :P